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Lately

I've been the suppose to KNOW-IT-ALL girl!

Apparently i know so much about the printer and all the other stuffs around the office and yada yada and my colleagues are so amused that i seem to know like everything! But they have been here even longer then me? And some doesnt even know how to work the printer despite me explaining many times? It gets kinda frustrating that people come to you for every nook and cranny like their paper gets stuck?

Quote "ohh i dunno why is the printer like this"
And I have to go over and pull the paper out for them..OH PLEASE..are you stupid or something?

"Reena why is it like that? I don't understand"
"Reena what happened to this?"
ARGHH!!

I just gotta rant about this!

Apparently the other day, somebody discovered pieces of shit floating in the toilet and borrowed my labeling machine to label the toilet bowl to ask them to flush properly and made print out a poster to tell to keep the toilet clean. And so i did because she felt so Icky bout it. SOON, everyone was wondering who pasted that there and one apparently commented like it was so anal of that person. OH and now i suddenly become this anal person, sorry but that just aint me.

AND U! you are freaking annoying TTM please! I have this coll who apparently who comes over to my table to take the phone or ask me do something and whilst at that, she keeps snooping around her table. Its like her eyes are scanners and can detect very fast.
E.g. she can see who sends me an email and if at that time if the email happens to be open she will be like "oh blah blah blah send u an email", "oh what is XXXXX about"?
HEY FUCK YOU! its fucking none of your business who is sending me emails and what are the contents about? You are not even my boss. in other words WHY the FUCK are you so KAYPO? Its like i think everybody else can come and talk to you without looking at your computer screen which i find it really RUDE because i don't do that i respect people's privacy apparently this moron even leans in and look at your screen. Its like what the fuck is wrong with you?? She notices everything! Like new stuff i paste at the side of my cube, even new iphone cover. what new stuff i have on my table, she KNOWS! omg!
And when im writing something, she will be like oh you are filling in this form blah blah, or she will ask like what are you doing now? How come i am feeling like being micro-managed sometimes, i don't report to you.
Sorry if she meant it as being concern and stuff but i think she doesnt know the boundaries between being concern and stepping into other people's privacy. And worst it im someone v private. Oh i gotta add! Like when she realises something new, she will be like telling everyone else HEY HAVE U NOTICED REENA HAS THIS NEW BLAH BLAH. and now im really afraid to put pictures..

Seriously, i think she have no social cues. She does things that embarrasses people or things that other people are not comfortable with.
And shes loud and often teases you and thinks its very amusing and apparently the other day i teased her oh apparently she got peeved and rolled her eyes.. KNN double standard

ARGHHH

You're all I ever wanted ;

HAHAAH NAIVE NIC!

You're all I ever wanted ;

There are some things in life that we fail to control, including someone else's mind and heart.

I sometimes wish i can tell what a person is thinking and the reasons for the way they act, i reckon thats the reason why i want to study psychology so much. To understand the reasons for one's action? I don't get why she is acting like that. Was it something wrong that we did? I'm sure there is something wrong but i cant fathom what is it. Was it us or is she taking it too far?

Don't you wish sometimes people can be more direct and then we don't have to keep guessing and questioning? Same as life, if we have a more direct purpose or the reason for living i'm sure i will be more keen to keep on living.

Just wanted to share this video, i watched this 1-2 weeks back and have been thinking about it ever since, it is a lecture by Dr Randy Pausch who is suffering from cancer and have not much time to live, so he gave a lecture on why we should live right .

One of the highlights of the video was he asked whether are you a tigger or an eeyore (yup the winnie the pooh friends)
A tigger is enthusiastic happy and curious while an eeyore is gloomy and sad all the time. That section really struck me a lil as i thought its true isn't it? We have a choice to live the way we want and how we see things is a choice.
Quotes from the lecture to make you ponder for a while.

"The brick walls that are in our way are there for a reason. They are not there to keep us out. They are there to give us a way to show how much we want it."

"No one is pure evil. If you wait long enough, they will show you their good side."

I love the above quote, i always have this thought in my mind that everybody is not borned evil, its just that along the way they went the the wrong way so i always try to give people a chance even though they can be mean because i always strongly believe beneath them there is a kind side of them :)

Roy told me that he has a book, im gonna go read it :)

But what made me sooo emotional while watching that video is that at the end of the video, he said he made this lecture for 3 person and at the end of the video. It was a picture of him and his 3 sons. OH! it made me tear up so badly! He has placed his well wishes for his sons to live well and righteously like him in that lecture, words and advice he probably never get to say when his sons finally understood the meaning of things in life. Sigh its always like that isn't it? i dunno why good people always have to go first while evil people are still living well and good!

If i could exchange my life to save anybody close to me I will! so Please god! take me away first!

You're all I ever wanted ;