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hai..its my one of those i-miss-OQ days..man..about half a year has passed..my memories of class OQ and the BJGs are still fresh and deeply etched in my mind..occasionally me and isabella will sit down and reminisce of fun fun times we had in the class from the teasing of the teachers to right down of the times we had even in the toilet..haha i think every spot of ITE simei has our memories..haiz..it seriously sucks when u go into the working world..its definately diff..remember how we use to whine about hurrying completing school and go out to work..trust me..it isn't that great..its a diff feeling altogether u know..u will somehow be open to a new world which perharps u can't really get use to..of office politics and stuff..thats not cool man..and apparently i really feel my youth fading away haha..i rather be back in school and do juvenile things and feel carefree yeah noe?..thats why i made a decision to go back school perhaps next year..but one very very diff thing that will change is that i no longer have my BJgs with me..stupid me for not going higher nitec with them aha..haiz..everybody split in diff ways..and even soon my Hardcore Gay Roy is going to army..how time flies..and soon we'll see him botak hahahaha..but i hope army will somehow instill some discipline in him..haha..good luck roy..i'll miss u calling me fish hahahhaa..

and one ironic thing is i dun even know the OQ and BJG peeps that long..just a year..just a year and see how together we are..i guess so many things can happen in just a year and i'll call this a special affinity..im really grateful for them being in my life and it even brought a good sister and gf..isabella haha..they same the best times and memories is when u are in secondary..i dun really think so although i did have fun times in PL..but that was only short-lived..after i got transfer to the normal stream..school wasn't that fun anymore..sec 1 and 2 days..there were still many people around me..but i think the most memorable and great times when i went to ITE..i thnk i've said this many times..but i dunno how to ever express this enough..many pple is surprised when i said i missed school..they'll say PL? no not PL..ITE..haha weird man..no offence to PL peeps..i still love u guys..hahaha..

well just living my life day to day but im still holding on to my dreams which i belive will eventually come true..so yeah..but dun worry life is alright..working life alright..just looking forward to pay day ahahhaa..kidding :)..

well anyway..thailand is in such a big fuss now..we probably can't go bangkok..bugger..haiz nvm..we'll be going other places..perharps KL or genting..but nvm theres always a next time..ya noe we've been talking about going to places.. it somehows inspire me to go travelling hahaa..just to see the world ya..im growing older..i wanna do all the things that possible before i can't anymore..hahhaa..so yeah..we'll see im sure this will eventually come true as well..gees im beginning to sound like some positive freak ahhaha..but whatever..

well..gtg wanna sleep anyway u noe if u have been reading the straights times about the china handphone SCAM..the one where a strange number calls u starting with the +861..freak man..they called me and i called back cuz they missed called me and tell me i wont like US $800,000 or something and told me to call back another number..obviously im not stupid so i just hang up the phone..i told my sis and she called back also and said it was definately a SCAM..they sound so CHina..eeewww..so i just ignore it..till my sis showed me newspaper article bout the SCAM..FUCK MAN..they charge like a few dollars per minute..but i think i won;t be charged cuz they are not licensed and they can't anymore claim money from the mobile subscribers whatever..yeah fuck these bitches watever...dun fall for this scam ahhaa.. dun tok to strangers hahahhaha

ok bye

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good evening hahaa..

its the month of the year yet again..dunno wat im talking about..its fasting month..todays marks the first day of the fasting month..so i guess in about 1 month from now..its gonna be hari raya..haha..this year's kinda different cuz its the last year we will be celebrating it with my grandma cuz she's gonna migrate to Aussie soon with my aunt..lucky her..hmmn..the first day of hari raya always bring back fond memories..i dunno bout the other people but to me and isabella..the morning of the first day of hari raya always feels different..its a very indescribable feeling..nvm..for those who understand..u know wat im saying? hahaha and we somehow just like that feeling..haha..so i just wonder if from next year onwards..how will it change and stuff..will it feel tad a different?hmmn..lets just see..

anyways..yest me and isabella gf wenta Arab street AGAIN to really buy the material we wan for our kebayas..my mom and bro came along cuz we didn't how much to buy whatever..so we bought the same design but in a different colour though..mine in maroon and hers in white.. haha..18 bucks per meter man..expensive ok..haha after that we split up with my mom and bro..went PS..(ps is getting shitasss boring)..to eat pasta with klenn and pheebs..felt freaking full after that..i might pass pasta for a while hahaha..split up with klenn and pheebs den just the both of us..wenta town..chilled for a while supposedly to meet someone but he couldn't make it so we just chilled den went home..when i got home i realised my bro brought a maroon coloured material for his baju kurong..so seeing that we were gonna wear identical colours..i told my mum..let the whole family wear maroon..hahah that will be somehow nice..i only remember there was only one year where our whole family wore the same colour..which was blue..(i hate blue btw)..hahhaa..so maybe this year we'll wear the same colour hahaha :)

i've been thinkin alot these days..random thoughts are..
1) i cannot really be bothered anymore with people who doesn't bother..so why should i?
2) i hate disloyal people let alone people who dun stick to their words
3) i just just want to put all the past shit behind..i no longer wan to self-reproach nor resent anymore..
4) I know how hyprocritical this world is..BUT dun ever ever be nice to me and talk shit behind my back..its definately a NO-NO.. u are suppose to defend ur friends not add fuel to fire..
5) there are times when i can be nice and when im really mean..im mean only when u step on my toes so dun blame me..
6) dun ever ever make use of ur friends just becuz u have no other friends and when u find some other new friends..u just leave them behind..we are not ur use-for-emergency kind of friends..
7) i just wanna live my life happily with people who loves me as much as i love them.
8) i just wanna work towards my future..move forward..dun wanna be stuck ever again..so yeah..
9) cheers* to the future and to the peeps i love.. muacks hahahha

disclaimer- im not referring any of the above to anybody..these are just random thoughts..take it or leave it.. :P

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wOooo Hoooo..hahahaha madness

juz came back..went out with isabella gf and marini today..went bugis..got a new top..me and rini got a new watch each..pheww...i already bought 2 watches this month already..hee..yeah den we went to Arab street to check out somethings..cuz Hari Raya is coming thats why..we wanted to wear the same material for our traditional costumes so yeah..found really nice wans..expensive sia..but nvm ..so perharps we'll be wearing the same..den we can go visiting together with azyan..and all wahaha..yeah so we chilled at one of the cafes at Arab street....den we SAW..somebody la..dun tell u...ITS FATED..no not for me..for isabella gf..ITS FATE LA GF...u will see him..not like me..miss him also cannot get to see him.. :(..so chilled den went home..

im dying to do some activites instead of just going and chill out ahaha..then we suddenly just had an inspiration to go KTV..so just the three of us..will be going ktv next week ahahaha singing all the emo songs together..nvm shall ask klenn if she wanna join hahaa..but she probably be busy working..hmmmn..wanna club also..but that will be after the fasting month..dun get my drift? then fuck off la..wahahhaa..reena so vulgar ah..watever ah..hehe...

haiyah..dunno wat to say..im tongue tied right now..so many things are going through my mind but i dunno how to say it out...its just one of those days again..im weird man..i just keep feeling nervous inside..but i dunno wat im nervous for..its like im waiting for something but i dunno wat to expect...man i really dunno...weird la just weird..tsk

well gtg wanna watch vcd..watching the show MARRY ME...got he jun xiang act wan..HES DAMN CUTE LA..ahaha dunno if its nice but watever..tata take care..

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sigh sigh sigh..having mens cramp la...

started new job already..not much comments about it..i can say its ok la..well nothing to say bout it..except that

I REALLY MISS SCHOOL..WORKING LIFE AINT THAT GREAT MAN...haiz

i've got nothing much to say..my life is alright nothing surprising but with just one goal in mind..BANGKOK...urgh ok wanna sleep le..bye

work tomorrow -_-..sleepy man

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