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sigh..and so today marks the last day of school..hmmn..dunnoe whether should i be rejoicing or feel dissapointed..aiyah..

today being the last day of school..we got a nice treat..actually not to me la..to other people la haha..anywae before we left school..we found out that yes taufik batisah was gonna make an appearance in our school for that quit smoking campaign hahaha..this is so amusing anywae..i think some girls pretended they quit smoking to get the free goody bags and his autograph hahahahahahaha...and so hanged out at school for awhile wanting to catch a glimpse of him..its not that we wanted to see him because we like him but just outta curiousity la..so he finally came and signed autographs..i dunno man..the whole school was very quiet anyway..den suddenly when he appeared..like suddenly a million girls starts screaming his name..i was freakin taken aback cuz i din know the people in our school would actually react this way..haha..anywae seeing the girls behaving that way..i think the guys were jealous haha..cuz i kinda heard the guys were like saying whats the diff between them and him..den there were people who said come la..take my autograph and such..gees sour grapes..hahaha..

actually can't blame them la..cuz its true la wats the diff about him?..i was shock at how the girls were like crazy over him cuz i thought he was a local artiste and all..dun get me wrong but im not against local artiste here but i mean..he lives in singapore u know..hes like very near all these people so why go so crazy?...hahaha i think maybe becuz he is like the pride of the malay community or something you know being the winner of the first singapore idol..so i guess thats quite a big achievement and recently he won some the most popular male singer or something so that explains why haha..

we took pictures of him anywae..eh..dun be mistaken im not like crazy over him.we just wanted to see him face to face la..haha..isabella took the pics with my phone, so yeah..

actually theres more la lazy to upload la.

anywae i kinda..well kinda la made a decision to go take private dip in business at MDIS..actually im stuck on which institute to go to..whatever la will decide soon..actually today when i told my mum how much it will cost altogether i was rather afraid that she will make a big hoo-haa over it she did but she heard the fees but she calmed after hearing its not a need to pay everything at one shot haha..ok so yeah..we'll see how it goes..for the mean i have to find a job..i need money la..its not a need its a want la..i want money to go shopping, club and have fun hahaha..eh but dun think dat i think of having fun only hor i wanna save money also leh..for my studies also i feel i should pay some la and also for my car..so yeah..all the best to me huh..

im so addicted to Da Chang Jin (Jewel in the palace)..gonna watch it le..so bye!

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One down..one more to go..im referring to my exams anywae..alright shit i kinda screwed up my efw paper today..i kinda wrote the wrong format..AH!!!!..i wanna get a A la..i wan a perfect 4 GPA la..tsk..hah so funny..here i am saying how much i wanna get a perfect score for my GPA yet im procratinating here and not studying for my ofp exam which is due in about 18 hours..yada yada..hah

now lets see and in about 18 more hours..means i have nothing else to do anymore..except sleep, eat slack..i've got no school anymore!..hate it yet love it..what am i gonna do?..i still dunno..??..i wanna get job la..but i dunno where to start looking..haiz..

theres just so many things that i regret doing in the past man..even though yes people say dun look back and stuff but i just can't help looking back in the past and wonder wat the hell have i been doing all these while..i guess i was just immersed in having a good time for that period of time without thinking of my future and now when i finally snapped back to reality its too late..
the things that i regret is most importantly not studying properly for my o's when i was still in my lower sec days, i took for granted that just becuz i was in the express class that i thought it was only natural that i would get into a poly next time..but wth..who knows?..when going into secondary 3..i dropped to NA..resulted from me being so havoc and naughty..tsk..haiz..even so i still din put in somemore effort to study needless to say..i din do well for my o's..so yeah..so regret..but i just can't do much about it..but of course i learned from all that..and so that explains why im bent into doing well in my studies now..whatever la!..urgh

actually thats all i regretted la..thats all man..tsk..yeah goodbye..better get back to studying bye!

this is so random haha..but nvm..i like leh

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its a boring sunday man..sundays are always boring anyway..hah

anywae on friday, went clubbing with some of my classmates at MU..actually i dun really have a liking for MU haha..cuz it plays techno..but not wanting to sit there for hours so me and isabella went to join the rest on the dancefloor..soon it played r&b..like yeah la..but the momentum and beat was like really slow..but overall it was ok la..except that me and isabella nearly fell asleep with all that din haha..ooopsss
i wanna go to a proper r&b club where the pple are happening la!..whatever la

anywae..wanna congratulate my friend whos been recently attached! ahah u dunno how me and isabella is so happy for him..all the best man..we are positive u and her will be going on more longer than u expect ok..=)

I dun have school on monday and tuesday..i realised i'll be damn bored but im not suppose to be cuz i have to study cuz exams on wed and thurs and there no more school!!..pardon the exclamation actually im not all that excited to graduate..wat irony..compared to wat i said months ago about how i can't wait to graduate..haiz actually im kinda sad to be apart from my clique in school and as well as my classmates...its just so funny la..when the semester's gonna end..then we got closer..so contradicting!!!how can?...
i will miss all that craps in class man..like really..good luck to those going higher nitec ok..haha =)

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so sick-

psst im here during efw updating my blog..hah..why am i not concentrating anyway?..boring..i feel kinda worried especially for efw..im always late for lesson or can't wake up in time..hah wat happen to the days where i was an early bird..like when was i laaa....memorandum..shit..how to write?..isabella's concentrating hard while im here typing like nobody's business maybe i'll get her to tutor..see la!! slack slack slack only lah..whatever

to date its officially 9 more days to me graduating!!!!..yeah!..yes im happy but at the same im kinda sad to leave all the memories behind of my days in school haiz..life is a contradiction la..and im feeling really confused bout something..my mum keeps pushing me to go higher nitec..my classmates are also asking me to go higher nitec..part of me is considering la...but another majority part really dun wan to go..cuz firstly, its damn 2 years ok?..another 2 years of mainstream-like schooling..another 2 years of facing teachers and besides if i were to take private at least i can work at the same time..this means financial freedom!...wat no way ok..no way am i going to stand 2 years of not going to be spending all i want..i challenged my mum to a pact yesterday saying yes i will go higher nitec IF she would give me more money..hahaha..she kept quiet as i argued my points..shes got nothing to say anyway...hah lost already right..aiyah see how la..

another 2 more exams to go and yeah!!..so after that im finally going to dye my hair..so till next time bye la!..

:)

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so stupid..its just so silly and dumb or whatever of me ok..fuck now im living in regrets..im sorry im sorry..im sorry now that our friendship can't be like what it use to be..so sorry..i hope everything will be back to normal again...sigh

well anywae..wenta study with isabella and andy and evonne(hardcore)...haha nothing much came out of it..we were just too distracted haha...no mood to study sia..so be prepared to not do well ah..haha..

Today, on the bus..i just suddenly diverted my attention to all the old people la cuz i happened to sit beside this old man..when i see them..they looked so wrinkled and small..and also so fragile..i suddenly felt this fear of growing old!...and so i was immersed in my own world somehow and this thought of when i grow old..i know growing old is inevitable la everybody goes through it..but i think when i grow old..i dun wanna be small and frail..i wanna be active and modern and maybe my grandchildren will think...wat a hip grandmother they have!..not those old frail and bad-tempered wans who has a bloody generation gap..haha...i remembered telling a friend next time when i grow older married with kids that time..i make sure i must be a modernized mother not those who will give up their youth and time making up and literally look like an aunty just becuz-"oh i have kids already..married already..no need to look so beautiful la!"..hah! i so beg to differ..even if u were married with kids and no matter how long u and ur husband has been together..u still gotta dress nicely alright?..for who? ur image and ur husband la..den my kids will be so proud they'll be thinking i have a cool mother!...hahaha my this thought is getting outta hand..the future who knows? i dun even know whether i'll be married someday but i know the idea of getting married will not come to my mind soon..hahaha..i wanna get my car la!!!!..being independant is better man..so just flirt around before u marry ok but purely outta fun..NEVER LOSE UR SELF-RESPECT AND PLEASE LOVE URSELF..wat the fuck!

its getting late and my head hurts..so good night..and all the best for my CSC tml man..

im sorry~

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dun feel like using friendster blog anymore so i decided to create a blogspot account instead..

its a boring saturday night..no life man..and here i am chatting with the bored klenn as well..shes sending me this hokkien song which supposedly sounds nice (but its not) haha..which tells of this man who wins a million bucks..whatever leh?...

i've got nothing much to say right except that IM FREAKING BORED LAA

gonna study with the classmates tml..exam is on MONDAY and i freaking hell dunno a shit about that module..help me somebody?

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