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Being a bummer sucks..for those who think i enjoy this..u are bloody wrong..Nobody knows how i feel anyway hahaha..

Sigh. Life is so short. In a wink of an eye, its already nearing august, more than half a year has passed.
When we were young, we always hoped time would pass quickly so that we could be grown ups in no time.
When we were young we thought we had all the time in the world.

Now that as time passes and with increasing age and celebrating birthdays year after year. i realise we don't that much time anymore. Time passes and before you know it, its another year. It saddens me to realise my youth is slipping away. Being 21, not confident about the future, having no direction. I wonder, where am i going? where am i to go? Living day to day isn't what i've always wanted. Do i live in autonomy or go towards what people will be happy seeing.

Why does it always take an experience to learn something? Why do we have to experience death before learning how to treasure life. Why do we go through sadness only to realise how blissful is it to be happy. Why do we go through heartaches before realising how someone can be such a bastard. Happiness is like threading on thin ice. Why do things that start out being happy ends up being a sad story at the end.

People, things that makes u happy in the first place will not last? Sometimes i wonder why do all these happen? its like whenever i seriously feel for it. I will gradually lose it. Is happiness that fragile?
Why do people change so fast? If pointing out other people's mistakes. is that having double standards? Aren't friends suppose to point out one's flaw in order for them to change. Why does it always end up being a quarrel when i try to do that.
Why is it so hard to find someone who listens and understand..

Its not about being pessimistic, I would very much love to treasure life, Calling something beautiful, 'beautiful', smilling genuinely, befriending someone without thinking theres ulterior motives. Treating everybody sincerely and being treated sincerely back, Self actualization.

This kind of life, i would very much love to live. but how can i?

Labels: Self-reflection

You're all I ever wanted ;

I realise..after so long..

At the end of the day, im still alone..always have been alone..and will always be alone..

I dun care anymore

You're all I ever wanted ;

Birthdays..

The people around me are either geminis or aquarians haha..so happens 2 of my close friends are geminis!

We planned a surprise bbq for EVONNE HARDCORE wahahaha..it wasnt much of a surpise in the end because on the way, in the car one by one revealed where we are going lol..so she found out in the end before we reached..but nvm because im sure she enjoyed herself wahahaha an im sure shes thankful for the surprise we planne lol well if it was me i will be damn happy! lol..

Didn't invite many people, was meant to be more of a private thing hahaha.. But we still had a blast..lol :)

Pre BBQ lol..when fetching evonne

SIEW HWEE, PHOEBE, EVONNE YENCHUN FARALALA, DESMOND JOY

the caked people and POWER RANGERS

POSING POSING POSING

lol..we were bored so we decided to go ktv..talk about energy!!!! we reached home like bout 7? so tired hahahaha well we should do this while we're still young wat right???

=) and u know wattttttt..evonne finally turn 18!!!!! and so..right after the week she turned 18 we went clubbing wahaha..
So me her..sarah,zurah,juliani went clubbing hehehehe

YAN CHUN's 21st!!!!!!

Me hardcore and fara decorated her place for her hahahaa ..had a fun time ..:) playing games..eerrrrr lol hahaha..all of us ended lying on the floor by the end of the night..so tired hahaa

HAPPY 21st YC!!! omg we are 21.. sighh

Woah thats a long entry..hehe
I still have pictures i wanna share leh..haha..but nvm next post yeah

Anyway im a full time bummer!! you know its not funny anymore..im getting depressed :( that sucks..

You're all I ever wanted ;